where did I go

I was dependable. Maybe I was late more often then not, but I was always where I said I would be. I have always been spacey, only enough to make friends assume it must be the blonde. My word was unshakeable – if I said I would be there or do that I would have something done  – it was considered done. There was never a question of me skipping out, or needing a back up. I used to head up projects. I used to make great ideas happen. I started my own businesses. I used to know how …… how to function.

Is it so hard to fathom that her death would be the end of that person ……

I don’t want it to be, but I can’t find her.

If you happen to find this person who used to have a fire lit under her and a reason to do anything please let me know.